Unmotivated

I seem to have lost my drive. I have a million things that I need to do, but I have no desire to do them. I feel like life has sucked the life out of me. I am fortunate. I do have a good job, good children and a reasonable intellectual capacity. But, happiness, motivation and contentment seem to elude me.

FUNK!

I am currently experiencing a funk! I took a job in the ER working nights last May. I work three nights on and have four nights off. I thought this would be perfect considering the fact that I am a single mother. But, now I am wondering if I made the right decision. The ER is not quite what I thought it would be. It's more like a clinic with very minimal emergencies. I feel like I am limited by my circumstances. I feel very hopeless and helpless. I want to work on myself and my circumstances. But, I feel to exhausted to do so. I am craving for physical and emotional intimacy. But it seems to be eluding me. I want to have an intentional life, but unsure where to start.